so an active mazelike process

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

barren land

that looks like my instagram account

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

much more tactility

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

its performative

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hello reader,

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Slug

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Today I felt like starting

all that is to say