the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i see a website

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but really the thing should be autonomous

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

currently

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

no longer writing in the third person

its good

i understand

lol

so the method has to be autonomous

god being the centre magnet

whats your name?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

as in

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls