as in

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Rain, starting

what do you think my name is

i really havent

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I Write Goodbye Letter

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Slug

you cannot feed someone truth

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

all that is to say

Style

is this you as well

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

division of reality is straying away from it