Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

as in

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone truth

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"