i was tempted to lie about my name

"Put a blanket."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Worse Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I am below everything.

i have read not even 1 book

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

abrar?

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah

its good

that looks like my instagram account

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

no like which do people call me