we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
god being the centre magnet
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
no i haven't really read anything
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
was it worth it
bro i read nothing in my life
thank you
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
like magnets
send link
which magnetises chains of pins
is everyoneback on tumblr now
or never left
abrar?
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
wait what is that
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
barren land
that looks like my instagram account
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
i have read not even 1 book
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.