I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

idk

ion

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i really havent

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

isaac

much more tactility

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i understand

yeah

yeah

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

i love it here

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

fw

like first name

its good

lol yea

its good short few pages

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

...

propensity within someone

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter