Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
no longer writing in the third person
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
currently
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
god being the centre magnet
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
i love it here
yeah
abrar?
no like which do people call me
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
i was tempted to lie about my name
i really havent