i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
what do you think my name is
god being the centre magnet
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or
as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at
all but i suppose it
is both of those things
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
It Will Get Lighter
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
so the method has to be autonomous
Style
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
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