As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal,
that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges
from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged
Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He
looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of
me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is
crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
Hours staring
at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed
with the light, it kind of recoils. It
will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
is everyoneback on tumblr now
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
.
way too
specific.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
what do you think my name is
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
2 (actually index). two is company
you have a beautiful account btw
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it