but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

lol

feel you

i really havent

i was tempted to lie about my name

fw

that looks like my instagram account

was it worth it

i love it here

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

plato

so an active mazelike process

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

no like which do people call me

yeah

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

not so on: yvf(wthw)

or never left

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08