i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

what do you mean

yeah

ahnaf abrar

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

god being the centre magnet

autonomy of learning

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so the method has to be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

13, H, grate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

December 2025

Rain, starting


Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

...

...

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

propensity within someone

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

what do you think my name is

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no like which do people call me

"Put a blanket."

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.