I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

plato

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like first name

and the fake qualifier

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

in a post. I want to be remembered

no longer writing in the third person 

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is everyoneback on tumblr now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

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its good

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so an active mazelike process