you cannot feed someone truth

that looks like my instagram account

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

whats your name?

lol yea

its good

much more tactility

December 2025

the site i am dreaming

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

was it worth it

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

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kind of mythopoesis

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class