I am below everything.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Worse Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

kind of mythopoesis

so an active mazelike process

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Rain, starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

as in

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged