Thank you, Jack

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

isaac

and the fake qualifier

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

really i want the internet

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

what do you mean

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

your feed looks like my tumblr

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

so an active mazelike process

...


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i really havent

that looks like my instagram account

and the fake qualifier

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol yea