but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i see a website

its good

what do you mean

brb i will read and reply sincerely

have you read

plato

no i haven't really read anything

ion

autonomy of learning

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

that looks like my instagram account

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good short few pages

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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like magnets

isaac newton