i was tempted to lie about my name

no longer writing in the third person


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

Today I felt like starting

Better Lift


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Worse Lift

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them