no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

brb i will read and reply sincerely

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Lift Analysis

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

it is hopeful

Worse Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i see a website

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

kind of mythopoesis

I am below everything.

Better Lift

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful