it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

yeah

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no like which do people call me

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

plato

i see a website

what do you think my name is

we can only engage in such a way

thank you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

division of reality is straying away from it

yes

Can I see

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i was tempted to lie about my name

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

isaac newton

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it