I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I am below everything.

lol

i see a website

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Worse Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you mean

all that is to say

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever