I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but i respect your search

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

kind of mythopoesis

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

currently

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

no longer writing in the third person

really i want the internet

hiding from the rain

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

plato

i see a website

have you read

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos