something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
...
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Better Lift
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
hiding from the rain
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
you cannot feed someone truth
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
as in
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Lift Analysis
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i see a website
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
and the fake qualifier