is this you as well

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"Put a blanket."

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no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thank you, Jack

but really the thing should be autonomous

barren land

idk

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

lol yea

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

division of reality is straying away from it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful