the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls


FOUNDING DOCUMENT

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

currently

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter


It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Better Lift

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
bro i read nothing in my life

Picture

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

lol yea

its performative

we can only engage in such a way

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50