no longer writing in the third person

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

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have you read

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

currently

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Can I see

Thank you, Jack

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

magnetisation/form

so an active mazelike process

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it