She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

but really the thing should be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


so the method has to be autonomous

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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in a post. I want to be remembered

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

as in

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

so at the end

much more tactility

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41