amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Today I felt like starting
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
i want to do that too
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
lol
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I am below everything.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
yeah
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
what do you mean
its good short few pages
its good
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
"Put a blanket."
god being the centre magnet
magnetises a pin
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
thank you
i love it here
but i respect your search
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
sorry i am texting like a slav
or never left
we can only engage in such a way
so the method has to be autonomous
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ahnaf abrar
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me