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December 2025

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.


i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

sorry i am texting like a slav

was it worth it

i really havent

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i have read not even 1 book

its good short few pages

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Rain, starting

no i haven't really read anything

as in

send your tumblr

like first name

ahnaf abrar



feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

bro i read nothing in my life