I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

13, H, grate

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

magnetisation/form

much more tactility

is everyoneback on tumblr now

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

lol yea

really i want the internet

autonomy of learning

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so the method has to be autonomous

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

god being the centre magnet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i love it here

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"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."