that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

your feed looks like my tumblr

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

magnetises a pin

like first name

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

send your tumblr

that looks like my instagram account

i understand

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

fw

feel you

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i want to do that too

abrar?

2 (actually index). two is company

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

Rain, starting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

IWGD

god being the centre magnet