something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I am below everything.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
but really the thing should be autonomous
Can I see
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
and the fake qualifier