I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
yeah
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.autonomy of learning
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
we can only engage in such a way
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetisation/form
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
as in
so an active mazelike process
much more tactility
or never left
all that is to say
thank you
feel you
fw