no like which do people call me

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

you have a beautiful account btw

but i respect your search

magnetisation/form

hiding from the rain

really i want the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so an active mazelike process

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

propensity within someone

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Better Lift


much more tactility

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Worse Lift

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Picture

you cannot feed someone truth