theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

...

I am below everything.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Rain, starting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

really i want the internet

have you read

i love it here

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its good short few pages

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

ion

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

like magnets

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

no i haven't really read anything

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

idk

wait what is that

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then