really i want the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its good

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

sorry i am texting like a slav

autonomy of learning

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you mean

lol

yeah

what do you think my name is

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

all that is to say

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

December 2025

no like which do people call me

wait what is that

much more tactility

and the fake qualifier

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


2 (actually index). two is company


whats your name?

Better Lift

kind of mythopoesis

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

yes

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class