"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

in a post. I want to be remembered


Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

so at the end

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

really i want the internet

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

brb i will read and reply sincerely

its performative

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

Rain, starting


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet