so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Lift Analysis

Rain, starting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Worse Lift

so an active mazelike process

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

1

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Style

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

autonomy of learning

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

division of reality is straying away from it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

yes

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given