i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

much more tactility


you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

magnetisation/form

division of reality is straying away from it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting


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in a post. I want to be remembered

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thank you, Jack

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

Can I see


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

really i want the internet

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression