is this you as well

isaac

hello reader,

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i love it here

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i understand

and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

was it worth it

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

no i haven't really read anything

It Will Get Lighter

fw

propensity within someone

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i have read not even 1 book

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i really havent

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.