Slug

but really the thing should be autonomous

Thank you, Jack

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


it is hopeful

is everyoneback on tumblr now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

sorry i am texting like a slav

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

isaac

so the method has to be autonomous

was it worth it

Lift Analysis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

all that is to say



I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.