a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thank you, Jack

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not their contents

no longer writing in the third person

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Better Lift

Can I see

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

December 2025

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.