Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
but really the thing should be autonomous
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Lift Analysis
we can only engage in such a way
so the method has to be autonomous
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
so at the end
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Thank you, Jack
its performative
you have a beautiful account btw
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
all that is to say
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.