It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

i was tempted to lie about my name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you have a beautiful account btw

you cannot feed someone truth


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so the method has to be autonomous

Thank you, Jack

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


all that is to say