it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you have a beautiful account btw

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Slug

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

was it worth it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

but i respect your search

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

but really the thing should be autonomous

kind of mythopoesis


They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter