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Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

13, H, grate

no longer writing in the third person

yes

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"Put a blanket."

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Picture

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Style

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them