what do you think my name is
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It Will Get Lighter
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It
bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
i struggle with building a
personal technical architecture for storing media, both
curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i dont understand magnetisation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
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