it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not so on: yvf(wthw)

its good

i really havent

what do you mean

no i haven't really read anything

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

your feed looks like my tumblr

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ion

i dont understand magnetisation

...

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

magnetisation/form

wait what is that

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Style

idk

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

autonomy of learning

I Write Goodbye Letter