no longer writing in the third person
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
division of reality is straying away from it
which magnetises chains of pins
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
December 2025
the site i am dreaming
i really havent
was it worth it
that looks like my instagram account
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
much more tactility
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
send your tumblr
magnetises a pin
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.