okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

kind of mythopoesis

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

as in

we need to be deconstructing our identities